Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 10:37 PM
who would've thought that i'd open this account again? hahah.
still haven't created new blog. i really wanna use tumblr!! but i don't
know what username will I use. UHHHH.
Anyway, i remember - keyshia cole (these are my thoughts exactly as of this moment)
Where were you, when I said I loved you
And where were you, when I cried at night
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared
I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you
I was sad and lonely
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I screamed I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you, sad and lonely
No one knew, all the pain I went through
All the love, I saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be
But you made me leave, and plus my heart it just
It just kept telling me so
ooooooooooo
I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you, I was sad and lonely
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I said I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you, so sad and lonely
There was nowhere else to go, oh
Nobody else, to turn to, no
For the rest of my life, I promise myself I
Will love me first, genuinely
FTW!
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
bakit ganun? at the end of the day i still think about you.
thinking what is it like if it's still us. i hate to say this, but i miss you, really.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 9:15 PM
WOOHOOO
Last day tom, and i still haven't studied at all. good job ej! :))))
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 1:15 AM
I should be studying for my finals tom, oh scratch that, later pala. haha. oh well, papel.
Lord, help me pass my majors this term. Ayokong maging ireg. Promise uuwi na ako ng maaga, and i will not drink na. hahahaha. :))
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:53 AM
RANDOM
It's much easier to blog in a bullet type form. so there, im to lazy put this all in paragraphs.
* wants to have a tumbler account. I think it would be cool-er than blogspot.
* wants space brownies WOOHOOO.
* needs to focus, midterms week already next week. Still haven't learned anything yet.
* quit smoking. (weh)
* Save save money!
* wants a new phone. :| so badly
* promise to stay away from the things that reminds me of her.
* should seriously stop facebook stalking. It is deadly.
*
"Dapat hindi na ako nasasaktan, kasi ginusto ko to. Pero hindi eh."
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
ALAM MO YUNG NAKAKAPAGOD NA? SAME SHIT EVERY FUCKING DAY.
10:51 PM
Why do everything have to be complicated? *sighs*
nakakapagod na yung ganito eh.
Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
I swear, this would be the last time that i would talk/write/blog about you here. And yeah, i think you should know that im really sorry. Im sorry if caused you too much pain. Im sorry if i was a bitch. Im sorry if i was so self-centered that i didnt consider what were you thinking or feeling. I was too afraid, and scared. I was selfish.
I miss you bigtime :| uhhh, Friends?
-xix
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:57 AM
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY
Current LSS!
Vanilla Twilight by Owl City :"> So adorable! ♥♥♥
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 1:12 PM
I got stranded at school last saturday. What an epic day.
Thank God I got home safe and sound.
tis' the way